PART 1
“Your mom is going to die for something she didn’t do… and you left her alone for six years.”
That’s what my little brother Mateo told me the morning they took us to the Huntsville prison in Texas to say goodbye to her.
My name is Sofía Ramírez. I was born in Monterrey, but I grew up between Mexico and the United States because my dad, Arturo, had a mechanical workshop near the border. My mother, Lucía, was one of those women who seemed to carry the entire house on her shoulders: she made flour tortillas on Sundays, took care of Mateo as if he were made of glass, and still found time to help my father with the workshop bills.
Until the night everything broke.
I was seventeen years old when they found my dad dead in the kitchen. A single stab. There were no forced doors. There was no lack of money. The knife, full of blood, appeared under my mother’s bed.
There was blood on his robe.
His fingerprints were on the handle.
For the police, for the neighbors, for my dad’s family, everything was easy to understand.
“Lucia killed him.”
I never said those words out loud. But I let them stay living inside me.
That was my sin.
For six years, my mother wrote to me from prison.
“It wasn’t me, my girl.”
“I loved your dad.”
“Please believe in me.”
I read each letter sitting on the bed, with Mateo asleep next to me, and I never knew what to answer. Because when you doubt someone who loves you, you don’t have to scream to destroy them.
My uncle Rubén, my father’s younger brother, was the one who took care of everything after the trial. “I’m going to take care of you”, he said in front of the coffin. And everyone believed him.
He kept the workshop.
With the house.
With the accounts.
With our decisions.
He convinced me that the best thing was to get away from my mother.
“He’s manipulating you, Sofia. Accept it. He killed your father.”
And I, broken, confused, orphaned on one side and ashamed on the other, listened to him.
The morning of the execution came too soon.
