My name is Eleanor Whitmore, and this is the story of my journey, from social ostracism to discovering a life-changing love that changed the course of history.
Virginia, 1856. I was twenty-two years old and considered disabled. I had lost the use of my legs at the age of eight, following a fall from a horse that fractured my spine, and I was confined to a mahogany wheelchair that my father had ordered.
But what no one understood was that it wasn’t the wheelchair that made me “unusable”, but what it represented: a burden.
A woman who could not accompany her husband to parties, a woman supposedly incapable of having children, incapable of running a home, incapable of fulfilling the duties expected of a Southern wife.
The twelve marriages arranged by my father ended in equally cruel refusals, each harsher than the last. “She can’t even walk up the aisle to the altar. “My children need a mother to take care of them.
“What’s the point if she can’t have children? “
This latest rumor, completely false, spread like wildfire in Virginian society.
Doctors speculated about my fertility without even examining me. Suddenly I was not only disabled, but defective in the strictest sense of the word, which was what mattered in America in 1856.
When William Foster, a fat, drunk man in his fifties, rejected me, even though my father offered him a third of our annual inheritance, I understood the truth: I would die alone.
But my father had other plans. Projects so radical, so shocking, so far from social conventions, that when he spoke to me about them, I thought I had misunderstood him. “I will marry you to Josiah the blacksmith”, he said. “He will be your husband. “
I stared at my father, Colonel Richard Whitmore, owner of 5,000 acres and 200 slaves, convinced he had lost his mind.
I whispered to him, “Josiah? Father, Josiah is a slave. “He replied, “Yes, I know perfectly well what I’m doing.
‘What I didn’t know, and what no one could have predicted, was that this desperate solution was going to become the most beautiful love story of my life.
Let me first tell you about Josiah. He was nicknamed “the Beast”. He measured more than two meters and forty, weighed nearly a hundred kilos and had impressive muscles, forged by years of hard work at the forge.
His hands bent the iron bars and his face inspired terror in everyone who entered the room.
He was feared by both slaves and free men.
White visitors to our farm stared at us and whispered, “Have you seen the size of this man? Whitmore has a monster in his forge.
“But here’s what no one knew, what I was about to find out: Josiah was the nicest man I’ve ever met.
My father summoned me to his office in March 1856, a month after Foster refused and a month after I had lost all hope of ever finding solitude. He told me bluntly: “A white man will not marry you. It’s the truth.
But you need protection. “
When I die, this inheritance will go to your cousin Robert.
She will sell everything, give you a pittance and leave you in the care of distant relatives who don’t care about you. I said, knowing it was impossible: “Then leave me the inheritance. “Virginia law does not permit this.
Women cannot inherit alone, especially…”
He pointed at my wheelchair and couldn’t finish his sentence.
“So what do you recommend? “Josiah is the strongest man in the field. He is intelligent; yes, I know he reads in secret, so don’t be surprised. He is healthy, competent and, from what I have heard, friendly despite his imposing physique.
He will not abandon you because he is legally required to stay. He will protect you, watch over you and take care of you.
His logic was relentless. “You asked him? “i asked. “Not yet”, he replied. “I wanted to tell you first. “”What if you reject me? “he asked. My father looked ten years older at that moment.
“I’ll keep trying to find you a white husband, and we’ll both know I can’t do it. “
And after my death, you will spend your life in boarding school, caring for loved ones who consider you a burden. He was right. I hated that he was right. “Can I meet him? Talk to him before you make this decision for us? ” “Of course.
Tomorrow. “
They brought Josiah home the next morning. I was sitting by the living room window when I heard heavy footsteps in the hallway. The door opened, my father entered, and Josiah literally had to bend down to get under the door frame.
My God, it was huge! Eighty feet of muscles and tendons, his shoulders barely touched the door frame, his hands bore the burn marks of a blacksmith’s workshop that seemed capable of breaking stone.
His face was wrinkled, his beard thick, and his gaze roamed the room without stopping on me.
He stood there, his head slightly lowered and his hands clasped, in the posture of a slave in a white man’s house. The nickname “Beast” was well deserved; he seemed capable of demolishing the house with his bare hands.
My father then spoke: Josiah, this is my daughter, Elilanar. “Josiah looked at me for a moment, then looked down. “Yes sir. “His voice was surprisingly soft, deep but serene, almost fragile. “Elilanar, I explained the situation to Josiah. He understood.
He will watch over you. “
I found my voice again, even though it was shaking.
Josiah, do you understand what my father is offering you? “He gave me another quick glance. “Yes miss. I will be your husband. I will protect you, I will help you.
“And you accept that? “He seemed perplexed, as if the notion of agreement was foreign to him. “You should, miss”, added the colonel.
But do you really want it? The question made him shiver.
