No one comforts her.
That may be the ugliest part. Not the insult, not the greed, not the way Damián taps the table with two fingers when he wants your attention like you are waitstaff in his private restaurant. The ugliest part is how ordinary they make cruelty feel. Not an eruption. A climate.
That night, when the house finally settles into its creaks and stale breathing, you begin your work.
Lidia and you had not planned beyond the gate. There was no map, no perfect list, only a desperate exchange between two sisters whose faces matched even after ten years apart. But you learned in San Gabriel that survival starts with three things: observe, endure, and never waste the first opening.
You wait until Teresa’s door closes.
Then until Verónica’s shower stops. Then until Damián’s breathing turns deep and ugly through the thin wall. Sofi sleeps curled around the stuffed rabbit on a mattress in the small room that used to be storage, and when you kiss her forehead, she flinches before recognizing the touch.
You have to step into the hallway to breathe.
Lidia’s room smells like detergent, tired fabric, and fear held too long. You search quietly. First the closet, then the dresser, then the shoeboxes under the bed. Inside the third box, beneath old receipts and a rosary with one bead missing, you find what you were hoping for.
A notebook.
It is not dramatic at first glance. Just a school notebook with a sunflower on the cover and bent corners from being hidden badly and often. But when you open it, your sister’s pain is arranged in dates, names, and amounts so exact your chest aches.
June 14, black eye, because he lost money.
June 21, no groceries, Teresa said Sofi eats too much.
