Paul stepped into the kitchen, already complaining—then he saw the jacket.
All the color drained from his face.
He froze.
“Where did you get that?”
I picked up Hope before answering. “That was my question.”
His eyes flicked to the note in my hand—then away.
“You knew more than you let on, Paul.”
“Don’t do this.”
“Did you know she was alive? That she left to live her life? That she left to be with someone she loved?”
“Jodi—”
“Did you know, Paul?”
Hope stirred, and I instinctively rocked her against my shoulder.
Paul rubbed his jaw. “She called me once.”
For a moment, I couldn’t even speak.
“She… what?!”
He looked angry now—the kind of anger that comes from being cornered.
“A few months after she left. She said she was with Andy. She said she was fine.”
“And you let me believe she was dead? You told me to mourn my child because she wasn’t coming back?”
“She made a choice, Jodi. Don’t punish me for her decision.”
Hope let out a thin cry, and somehow that made everything worse. I swayed gently, rubbing circles on her back.
“You told me for five years we had no answers.”
“I told her if she came home, she came home alone,” he snapped. “She was sixteen—almost seventeen. She didn’t know what she was doing. She wanted to throw her life away for a college dropout with no future. What was I supposed to do? Encourage it?”
“No,” I said quietly. “You’d rather be right than have her home—even if it cost us our daughter.”
Amber appeared in the doorway. “Paul…”
I didn’t even look at her. “You don’t get a word in here.”
Paul stared at Hope, as if she might somehow save him.
Instead, I grabbed the diaper bag and my keys.
“I’m taking Hope to the clinic,” I said. “And when I come back, you need to be gone. I called you here to see if you had any shame.”
“Jodi—”