“She’s alive, Emily,” Aaron whispered, his voice cracking with profound, overwhelming relief. “She’s alive. Thirty-one weeks. They delivered her via emergency C-section the second the ambulance got you here.”
I closed my eyes, a single, massive tear escaping and rolling into my hair.
“She’s in the NICU,” Aaron continued, his voice dropping into a low, serious register that I rarely heard from him. He gently stroked my hair. “It was a severe placental abruption, Emily. The doctor said the trauma caused the placenta to tear completely away from the uterine wall. You lost an incredible amount of blood. You almost…” He swallowed hard, unable to finish the sentence. “You almost died on that floor.”
Before I could fully process the terrifying magnitude of how close I had come to losing everything, the heavy wooden door of my hospital room clicked open.
My mother and Nicole walked in.
They looked like they had been cast in a melodramatic soap opera. Their faces were puffy and red, their eyes carefully dabbed with tissues. They wore expressions of profound, performative sorrow, perfectly orchestrated for the benefit of any doctors or nurses who might be watching.
“Oh, Emily! Thank God!” my mother wept loudly, rushing forward toward the bed, completely ignoring Aaron. “We have been out of our minds with worry!”
Aaron stood up immediately, his large frame blocking her path to my bedside. He offered her his chair, a polite but firm gesture, keeping himself between me and them.
“We were so terrified when you fainted and hit the table!” my mother continued, dabbing her eyes, seamlessly launching into the fabricated narrative she had undoubtedly rehearsed with Nicole in the waiting room. “You just collapsed! The doctors said it was a complication with the pregnancy! It was so sudden!”
Nicole hovered near the door, nodding emphatically, clutching her expensive designer purse. “It was awful, Aaron. We called 911 the second she went down. It was so scary.”
I looked at the two women standing in my hospital room. The women who had laughed and recorded me while my daughter bled inside me. The women who were currently looking my husband in the eye and lying to his face to cover up a violent assault.
The heavy fog of the painkillers vanished, burned away by a cold, brilliant, and absolutely unyielding rage.
I gripped Aaron’s hand tighter, my nails digging sharply into his skin. He looked down at me, startled by the sudden strength in my grip.
I didn’t look at him. I locked my eyes directly onto my mother’s fake, tearful face.
“I didn’t faint,” I said.
