A hot, ugly wave of fury washed over me first. She had abandoned our children—left a toddler and a kindergartener alone to starve—so she could go out drinking with some stranger who left her bleeding in a wrecked car. But right beneath that blinding rage was a darker, more complicated knot of horror. She hadn’t meant to disappear for days. She had been lying in a coma while her children slowly starved.
“Is she alive?” I asked, my voice entirely hollow.
“She is stable now. Multiple fractures and a severe concussion. She just regained consciousness a few hours ago.”
I turned away, scrubbing my hands brutally over my face. I walked down to the quiet end of the corridor and pulled out my phone. I dialed Avery Kline, my ruthless, brilliant family attorney.
“Avery. I need an emergency ex parte order for full custody,” I said the second she answered.
“Rowan? Slow down. What’s going on?”
“Delaney left the kids alone for days to go partying. She got in a wreck and ended up in a coma. Elsie is in the hospital on an IV. Micah thought his sister was dying. I want full custody, Avery. I want the locks changed. I want her stripped of every right she has right now.”
Avery’s voice shifted instantly to all-business. “Send me every medical record and the DCS intake file. I’ll have the motion on a judge’s desk by 8:00 AM.”
I hung up, feeling the metallic taste of vengeance in my mouth.
When I walked back into Elsie’s recovery room, the sight shattered whatever tough facade I was holding onto. Micah had dragged a heavy vinyl visitor’s chair right up to the railing of Elsie’s hospital bed. He was holding her little hand through the bars, watching her chest rise and fall with the grim, vigilant focus of a soldier on watch. He felt entirely responsible for her survival.
A pediatric psychologist pulled me aside an hour later. “Mr. Mercer,” she warned softly. “Your son took on the psychological burden of a parent trying to save a dying child. He is carrying a terror that will manifest in ugly ways. You need to brace yourself. Love isn’t going to be enough to fix this quickly. It’s going to take relentless, exhausting structure.”
I spent the night squeezed into a terrible fold-out chair, listening to the beep of the heart monitor.
The next morning, Elsie fluttered her eyes open. She looked around the bright room, confused, before her eyes landed on Micah.
Micah burst into violent, racking sobs—the first time he had cried since I found him. He scrambled up onto the bed and buried his face in her hospital gown. “I missed you,” he sobbed.
Elsie patted his head weakly. “I was just sleepy, Mikey.”
I smoothed their hair, kissed their foreheads, and silently promised them I would never let anyone hurt them again. Once they were settled with a nurse they liked, and the neighbor I trusted most arrived to sit with them, I grabbed my keys.
It was time to face the ghost. I drove across town, my hands gripping the wheel so hard my wrists ached, preparing to walk into Delaney’s hospital room and completely destroy her.
Chapter 5: The Visit Across Town
The halls of Nashville General smelled of strong bleach and stale coffee. I found Room 412, pushed the heavy wooden door open, and stopped in the frame.
Delaney was sitting up, staring blankly at the wall. Her left arm was encased in a thick white cast. A violent, purple-yellow bruise painted the entire left side of her face, swelling her eye shut. Her hair was greasy and matted. She looked frail, broken, and much older than thirty-two.
She turned her head slowly. When her good eye registered me, she flinched, shrinking back into the pillows.
